jaz;

i aint focusing on studying yet.
)):
feels guilty
but not doing anything about it.
i cant believe im sitting for my A levels in a few mths' time..
can you?

yesterday was a fuckin pissed day.
jimmygoh totally fucked my day.
just stop acting to be nice.
your msges are filled with insults
and you think i dont know.
even my younger sis commented, after reading his msges:
"wah, he very what leh. like very nice like that but suan you also leh."
*please refer to the SMS conversation at the end of this post*
ha, if you think i'm immature.
i think you are much more immature trying so hard to argue with me yea?
do you even know how many students of yours had been grossed out by YOUR ATTITUDE?!

rushed to meet my cousin.
just because of some people`
i was late for 1 hour and 15 minutes!
asshole.
couldnt find eactly what i'd needed
but a red-black checkered long sleeved top caught my attention :D
and it sure brightened up my day by at least 20%.
but it costs $40!
haha, poor me.
as in poverty crisis - POOR!
and qiaoyu delayed my $18.
and pressed me with $50.
i felt poor and furthermore so despised by.
shouldnt have banked in all the money.
JONDDI!
how can you post that.
i want to delete it but there are some stuff that i dont want to.

attended mum's brother's wife's father's funeral.
poor ahgim, continuous 2 weeks of mourning.
and poor cousin, lost 2 grandfather in 2 weeks.
ahgong~~~ )):
guess i'd ate too much peanuts!
freakin sorethroat that im having now.
haha! i sound so MAN.

i was so noisy in the night.
almost shouting and so much in discomfort.
everything felt terrible.
i woke up several times
and only got out of bed at 1pm.
sick and lazy,
and my sister wasnt kind enough to help me get my rice for lunch
SO i went back to sleep after bathing.
yes, i skipped dinner due to laziness.
and my sister really didnt bother!
so neither did i.
got up just in time for tuition.
LOL.
my tutor was sick as well.
i was dry-coughin and blowing my nose 50% of the time.
and she was sniffing 50% of the time.
geex! 47/100 - she was shocked too.
i am so screwed.

sorry radhi
for not joining you and your class for BBQ.
still sick and lazy.
changi beach park is really FAR!
if only i drive...
so sorry )):

jaz`

JIMMY: i think you were quite rude to me just now. 
and you were looking down most of the time. 
that's not the way to learn. 
next time when you dunno how to answer a question, 
you should say it politely and not show your attitude.

JAZ: well, i thot you were at fault as well for the last min lesson. 
cos i rmb tt u said either today OR next tues and u didnt confirm with us until today after sch. 
i have to delay my appointment last min as well. 
and im totally pissed. 
also, i didnt bring my physics stuff cos there's no physics today 
and of cos i really didnt bother to listen and answer u 
tho i knew how to do it!

JIMMY: first i told the class to bring physics tut today in case we have make up lesson.
second is it a mature thing to not listen to lesson because you are not happy?
pls learn to control you emotion.

JAZ: yea, whatever. teachers always right yea! 
im immature, goddamn childish, whatever you think i am.

JIMMY: actually you are a nice girl.
in fact i like your frankness.
but i am telling you all that because it will affect your relationship with your colleagues, friends and even love ones.
i could have kept quiet and let it be. :)
but i know you will understand where i am coming from after some time.

JAZ: i will and only be nice to people who deserves it.
and i dont bother abt what others think.
and if i ever lose a job,
i can bet tt EQ is nv the cause.