jaz;

not exactly lost

just "heart over head"

i know i have to study for A levels

and everybody's much more concerned for me, than myself

i just dont know how to get started

my only motivation is gone

totally stoned in school

even daniel was like waving his hand right in front of me

"why are you in a daze?"

uh OOPS?

albert and ken were like "come on, SMILE! why so sian?"

and many others went "cheer up..."

i thought it was pretty common for me to be emo-ing around

probably i havent been so for the past 2 months?

but i'm back i guess

so if you're trying to cheer me up

you just dont know me just as yet

at least school's got me diverting part of my attention to studies

but i swear i hate schooling

omg, i rather stone and tear at my territory all day

accidentally skipped some meals

either no appetite or simply forgot to

'cause seriously, my stomach's pretty since secondary 3

when i have gastricitis :/

i remembered my mum and friends got to messaged me during mealtimes

just to remind me to EAT

HMMMMM...

i need a brainwashing pill

JAZ