jaz;

HELL YEA~
i'm so damn pissed with myself
that i think i'd strangle a crying baby.

watched tv last night till about 2am.
STILL deciding whether or not to start on economics!
WHAT THE FUCK?!
i'd said this like 3 days ago!
yea busted.
I HAVE YET TO TOUCH ECONOMICS A TEENY WEENY BIT!

angelina jolie's simply HOT.
watched TAKING LIVES.
then TYRA SHOW.
oh btw, yesterday's issue was on teen pregnancy.
some stupid girls and their stupid babies.
i'm so against suckin' the babies outta the womb (abortion). GROSS!
LOL! but i swear i HATE BABIES!
unless they dont cry. (or cry silently?)
and next was 娱乐百分百! ((:

yup 2am - SLEEP? or ECONS?
of course i'll choose to sleep!
and i really regretted it!
3 times already!
telling myself that i will fuckin' get outta bed to study in the morning.
sets alarm clock at the 6.30am USUAL SUPPOSED TO WAKE UP time.
yet snoozing till 10am!
FUCK YOU!

FUCK LUH! URGH~

seriously pissed with myself luh.
KNN.

when i wake up, i was like WHAT THE FUCK!
DONT WANT TO STUDY ALREADY LUH.
NA BEI.

i'm telling you, i'd really kill.
pretty violent lately. LOL.
today i woke up slamming my fist onto the table.
rather loud bang.
but i think nobody's home luh, so. OH WELL!
freestarlers, punching bag please~~~~

oh yuh!
i didnt have supper last night.
then i had stomach pain during the night.
guess i was hungry.
NORMAL people will be waking up to search of food.
ABNORMAL people just ignore the pain and sleep.
and i'm ABNORMAL.
waking up with a weird feeling in my tummy. HAHA.
it's still calling for food i think.
super flat tummy (: i'll wait for lunch.
it's really incredible how it shrinks during the night.
i could eat steamboat till im fuckin' bloated
but the next morning, tummy's gone.
oh, i'd tried some oh-so-amazing weighing machine
and it says that i can burn more-than-average fats while slacking (:
that is SLEEP, STONE, SIMPLY A COUCHPOTATO of some sort.

urm, then where was i?
yuh pissed with myself.
fuck lah.
and now AGAIN, I'M GONNA START ON ECONOMICS TODAY!
WHAT THE FUCK!
TODAY!!!

RARRRRRS~~~~~~~~

mr sim messaged this morning.
words of encouragement.

OH MY.
IM DEAD.
FULL OF GUILT

would things be different?
nonononono;
even if i'm given another year, the same thing will happen!
yep, 'cause i suck.

JAZ